I feel stupid even getting on here and posting, but as I'm sitting here tonight, I feel more lonely than stupid. So I figured now would be the time to drum up my courage and post.
I'll be turning 24 this year. I've been a Christian for as long as I can remember, raised in the faith, and here recently, doing my best to strength my relationship with Christ. It's been tough. I know it's not an overnight journey, and I get discouraged...but I keep trying to press on. The problem is, I still feel lonely.
I'm almost 22 and I have never been on a date. I have never even truly had an offer by any male to even *go* on a date. Always I have watched others go on to school dances, go out on Saturday nights to movies. This year, I'm watching two girls that I grew up with (both my age) get married. And yet, I have never even truly been asked out.
I just want to know if I'm normal. Why has no one expressed interest in me? I may not be beautiful, but I believe I'm not ugly. And I don't believe my personality is too horribly...so what is it?